LIVE YOUR LIFE!!!!!

I am a strong advocate for those who take on the beautiful attitude and who LIVE THEIR LIFE.  It is truly an inspiration to see people accomplish things, and the happiness that becomes of their taking the initiative, and just going for it.  I've realized one thing today, and that is there are talkers, and there are doers.  Doers are the ones who sleep at night, not just because their tired, but because haven't lied to someone else about something they haven't done.  Living your life can be as simple as deciding to ride a horse or learn a language; being crazy and wild, and saying, "what the heck!"  Living your life entails motivation, determination and playing constant risk taking wild cards that will make you stronger and add sustenance to your individual self.  Stop hiding and letting the government keep you fixitated on the horrors of this world, leading you in like wolves to a sheepherd, or a shepard leads pigs to the slaughter house.  Stop believing these lies and propoganda, and get out there and do it.  Let yourself be free, and enjoy the prospects and awards in accomplishments and living in the now, and learning new things; adding to yourself.  What does one bring to thel table when they vegetate in front of the t.v. screen or play video games for hours on end.  What do they gain from that other than the downfalls of a degenerating mind thats becoming more useless due to its inactivity on a daily business.  Challenge yourself and say "FUCK IT," and take your moment.  It's yours.  You will realize so many new things about yourself, and add confidence beyond imagination.  You build yourself this way, by taking risks, and living life.  So go, BE a yes man, learn everything and anything you can, find the motivation, and live in the now, be happy and say "fuck it" even to the scariest situations, because there is always a light at the end of the tunnel.  Remember in the shawshank redemption, when the main character built a tunnel and then on his hands and knees went through a pipeline almost a mile long of pure shit from the inmates.  Imagine the smell, the muck all over him, as he trucked through.  One can only stipulate as to how he survived the poison of the air.  It took him years to make that tunnel, and he was so savy.  He never got down but beat the system, and finally got out to die as innocent as he started, free on his farm.  Whenever i'm confronted with a problem, i just think of that, and remember and know i'll be okay because there's an end to that tunnel.  

I grew up a very sheltered kid.  It wasn't until after college and a week or so ago that i REALLY started growing up.  I stopped caring.  I felt in a rut, just graduated, unemployed, doing odd jobs here and there.  But by doing that, even being as sensitive as i am, i freed myself.  I now free myself more and more on a daily basis.  I have a great attitude, i'm optimistic, i excersize, and i try new things everyday, and i learn new things everyday.  I started doing pilates, i started learning russian, i started to incorporate good deeds into my day, and go out of my way to help people.  I picked up a handicapped lady in the humid heat who was going to walk miles to her apartment.  I felt great!!!  I jumped off a forty-five foot cliff into the water, i made quiche, and i NEVER stop moving.  EVER.  If the oceans cold, i run right up to it, and dive in.  The cold water makes me feel alive and free, and like everything is achievable.  It's so short, so live it up. Find new hobbies, have things to do.  Excersise and get those endorphins flowing, and try new things.  Force yourself into awkward situations, embarriss yourself, stop hiding behind a tv screen and love yourself by living it up. You only get one, and you never know when illness may strick or darkness may fall.  But remember, the earth moon and sun will still move with or without you.  Show love to everyone, and be slow to anger; and most importantly, LIVE YOUR LIFE.